CDT Day 19: May 24, 2025

Start: Gila River Alternate mile 78.6

Stop: Gila River Alternate mile 104.2

Today’s Miles: 25.9

Total CDT miles: 254.4

It was pretty dang cold overnight, and windy! But as long as I was tucked into my quilt, I was cozy. We got up and on the road quick, cowboy camping definitely has its advantages! The trail started down the dirt road that people access the campground from, and then splits off on a trail after a few miles. The roads are nice because they’re wide, but they do make for tender feet. 

The trail was hard to follow, we ended up on the wrong side of a barbed wire fence and had to climb over-but apparently most people do the same thing because there was an easy spot already loose to push down the wires. These cows make great trails, and they’re usually not on our trail at all. Whoops. I wish I could say that would be the last time we did that-but alas, that would be a lie.

By 9am, we were at a cow pond with a solar pump-I’m not sure how we were supposed to get the water from this contraption, but we ended up filling our bags/bottles from the huge spraying hole in the pump tubing. The pond was nasty, covered in cow poop all around.. there’s no way I was wading through that to get to the “better” water-so thank God for the hole! 

From the pond, the trail went sharply up and out of this deep valley, then winded along a dirt road through prairie grasses with a few trees scattered about. The rolling hills were beautiful, and the wind was blowing so it wasn’t as hot as it could have been. Pebbles and I hiked together along the dirt road, talking and singing songs and being silly-all to pass the time. I’m really grateful to have him as a hiking partner-even though he’s way faster than me.. it gets lonely out here. We haven’t seen another CDT hiker since we hiked with Special K a few days ago-and that girl is long gone!

Eventually, our prairie grasses turned into wooded hills.. all still on a dirt road. Several cars and trucks drove by. But we never saw another hiker. We got more water from a cow trough with a hose into it from a spring, scaring off quite a few cows by accident in the process. As I was walking with my water, a lady in an SUV stops to tell me she just saw a huge wolf. She then goes, “will you be ok?” Ummm. I guess? Like do you know something I don’t? lol 

We only walked up the road a little past the trough to camp, no wolf sightings to be had, and my feet were toast. I picked a spot on the opposite side of the road, that had less cow trails-hoping that they’d stay on their side of the road overnight. We decided to cowboy camp again, since it’s so dang easy. As we’re sitting on our sleeping pads, wrapped in our quilts (it’s already chilly), and eating our dinner-A BABY BEAR GOES RUNNING BY on the opposite side of the road! 

Now. We all know, where there’s a baby, there’s a mama nearby. Shit! Literally EATING FOOD on our sleep stuff, no tents set up.. but, we waited, ate, and watched, and there was no mama anywhere! We finished eating, stuffed our food deep in our liners inside our packs, and watched a bit longer. After 30 or so minutes, we said to hell with it and started tucking in for bed. The sun had set, it was getting dark, Pebbles had rounded up some throwing rocks in case we had any visitors, plus we had our trekking poles and headlamps nearby. 

I was deep in my quilt, rolling around to get comfortable, when I heard Pebbles say, “did you hear that?” And I’m all carefree in my, “it’s just me making noise with my quilt” as I stick my head out to actual listen. I hadn’t heard anything over the racket I was making. Not a few seconds later, I heard the quick crunching and crashing of something big headed our way. 

I popped up to my knees immediately, with a loud, “OH SHIT, HEYYYYYYY BEAR!” And clapping my hands loud like a lunatic. Pebbles popped up too and started clacking his trekking poles together. We couldn’t see anything! It was pitch black, and the tree line behind our little spot went up pretty dramatically. We heard the huffing and growling of something large, and could literally tell when she stood on her back legs. The sounds she was making went from low to high and the growling couldn’t be mistaken for anything other than a bear. 

We kept shouting, making noise, turning on our headlamps-we were in a stand off for what felt like an eternity, which was probably only minutes at the absolute most. But mama bear wasn’t backing down easy. We’d hear a crunch and growling and huffing, and we’d yell more. Then, you could tell she dropped back down to all 4s and the crashing and crunching started to move away from us. It was TERRIFYING! We didn’t know if she was about to charge out of the darkness and into one of us.. I was too anxious to lean down and grab a rock, because what if she waited for that moment to charge?! When I wasn’t looking toward her and seemed smaller?

We were very hyped up and freaked out for a good ten minutes before the ache in my knees from being on them on my pad was noticeable. Then I realized how sore my feet were. I told Pebbles that I’m pretty sure she’s gone, and you could see in his face that he didn’t care if I could guarantee she wouldn’t come back-he was not going to be able to sleep here tonight. I probably wouldn’t have been able to either, I was just not looking forward to packing up and walking on achy feet, after our longest day on trail already. 

Oh well. Mama bear won. We packed up, quick too. Nothing was put where it normally goes, everything just got shoved in and my pack was a little lopsided. I couldn’t get my shoes back on, so I hiked out in my crocs. In the pitch black of night, we started walking down a dirt road in our headlamps. It was almost more eerie than the damn bear encounter! Ok, not really, but we were both on edge. 

We saw an owl, and then so many green glowing eyes. At one point we thought we saw a big cat-like a mountain lion or something similarly lethal, and as Pebbles backed up into me, I backed up into the ditch-quite the little tumble in the darkness. All we could do was laugh-because when I did it, we both screamed. Well, maybe I should say Pebbles yelled lol-whatever. Come to find out-our big cat was a baby calf-all black-and way more slinky in its walking than any of the cows have been during the day. Hahaha, you know those cows were judging us hard, stupid hikers.

We anxiously walked for a little over 2 miles, knowing good and well that a bear could cover that distance in less time than us. We found a mostly flat spot near the road and open from the surrounding trees, and set up our tents. Cowboy camping went out the window with the bear! Something about expensive dyneema fabric that just makes you feel safe! Not really, but it doesn’t offer some sort of comfort. 

So, our already “longest day on trail” turned into even longer.. almost 26 miles. I’m happy to be in my quilt and in my tent-and I’m hoping to fall asleep fast, so I won’t care if mama bear comes back! Or the wolf, or the slinky mountain lions turned baby cows! Oh, and thanks to all of the excitement, my back feels fine today! So, that’s a blessing! Good night, yall!

CDT Day 18: May 23, 2025

Start: Gila Alternate mile 60.1

Stop: Gila Alternate mile 78.6

Today’s Miles: 18.5

Total CDT miles: 228.8

Once more ibuprofen (and some Tylenol) kicked in, I slept pretty well, considering. I had to lift up with my feet and legs and physically push my hips to be able to roll over-I couldn’t just turn. That was a scary feeling. I’m a side sleeper, and that didn’t go over so well with my back hurting like it was. 

I felt fine when I woke up, but then when I sat up, my back reminded me that it wasn’t feeling so hot. I could barely pack up my stuff, each stretch of my arm or turn sending shooting fire down my spine. Once I did get packed, Pebbles graciously picked up my backpack and put it on me. The pain was still there, but not as intense as it was when I was bending-so, we started hiking. I mean, what else is there to do?

Today was the same song and dance as yesterday: millions of river crossings with massive canyon walls sharply jutting out of the water all around. It was stunning, thankfully, because the terrain was tough at times-with overgrown sharp grasses and bushes when you weren’t walking through the water itself. Being amazed at the scenery definitely distracted from the pain in my back! And the cold water on my feet made them feel wonderful, too. 

We ate lunch in the shadow of a huge rock canyon wall, and a couple section hikers passed by while we ate. They’d stop and chat-then keep moving. This is apparently a pretty popular area to do a weekend hike, especially with it being Memorial Day Weekend. Who knew?

It’s HOT, so the water is a relief. It’s not very deep at all, only coming up to mid calf at the most-besides maybe once, where it came all the way up passed my shorts and barely shy of my butt. That’s thanks to beavers in the area steadily making progress on their new homes and blocked river passages. There was twice when we just walked over the beaver dam itself, praying their construction would hold us. We’re quite grateful for their attention to detail!

As the afternoon progressed, the trail weaved away from the river, and got much easier. Right before this though, in one of the last river crossing sections, Pebbles ended up on one side of the river and I was on the other-both of us apparently walking on trails. Whoops! He yelled at me from the other side and we both stopped to check our phones. He ended up bushwhacking across to me-scaring 4 javelinas in the process. Those suckers sure run fast!

We eventually made it to Snow Lake and decided to cowboy camp at the campground right above the lake. It’s obvious that it’s been a dry year, because the lake water level is really low. I joked about jumping off the dock into the water, and Pebbles pointed out that I would be jumping into hard dirt. Welp. It’s a little too chilly for swimming anyway, I guess. Ha. 

The wind is a little nuts at the moment, and the campsites are all covered in ground squirrel holes and mazes-you take a step and then crunch through a few inches, smashing their tunnel systems. Sorry buddies. I ended up putting my pack on top of the campsite grill hoping that the squirrels wouldn’t attempt to seek revenge and chew into my pack for my food. Fingers crossed. 

My back is still sore, but I’ve taken so much ibuprofen today that it’s currently only really painful if I bend or turn certain ways, so I’m just doing my best to not make those moves. Having a picnic table and the grill does help, as I can stand and go through my stuff instead of bending and reaching. Any little thing to help, I’ll take! 

There are a few other people camping here tonight, one older man with a motorbike and camper that’s pretty close to the bathrooms, and then a couple with a dog that we got to pet when they did their evening walk. We were trying to manifest some trail magic, from either party, but no dice. Haha, sad times! Oh well, it’s time for some sleep! I think we’re officially out of the Gila River area and getting real close to the end of the Gila Alternate. Here’s to popping more ibuprofen and hoping for the best! 

CDT Day 17: May 22, 2025

Start: Lower Scorpion Campground 

Stop: Gila Alternate mile 60.1

Today’s Miles: 18.4

Total CDT miles: 210.3

I think I hit the majority of all the different feelings today. Pure awe, excitement, happiness, pure misery and pain, and several others in between. 

The night sky was so unbelievably beautiful last night. Once I finally fell asleep, I slept hard. I woke up to both Special K and Pebbles being mostly packed and starting to walk out of camp. It was 6:25. Lord have mercy. 

I quickly packed and started walking to where they went: Gila Cliff Dwellings National Monument. I left camp at 6:45. Pretty quick, especially for me! Not even half way down the road to the dwellings, Special K was walking back towards me. Odd.

“They don’t open until 9am,” she calls over to me. Hmm. So glad I rushed then. She hiked out, I continued walking and saw Pebbles sitting on a bench outside the gift shop/dwellings entrance.

We both quickly agreed that we’d wait for the cliff dwellings to open, because we’ve never been here before and who knows if we’ll ever make it back. The trail isn’t going anywhere and we’re here now. So, I sat down next to him and we hung out until they opened. Just before the rangers started rolling in, along with other guests coming too, I saw 2 javelinas behind the building. Pretty cool!

I went into the gift shop when it opened and looked around.. and got my “national monument” stamp to send home. Then, we followed the trail to the cliff dwellings once the ranger opened it up. It was really cool to see how the people native to this land lived-how they created their homes into the rocky cliffs. We got to walk through the simple rooms and imagine what it would be like to live up there, with views for miles and safety within the rocks. 

We got back to the visitors center and gift shop before 10am, used the bathroom, filled up water, and said our goodbyes to the sweet ranger standing out front. By 10am, it was already so hot-with the high getting up to 91 degrees! We had to walk down the main road, join the High Route, which meant climbing up and across hot, exposed grasslands (the grasses were dried out and brown), only to start making our way down into the canyon to rejoin the Gila Alternate Low Route. 

The trail that connects the high route with the low route is called “Little Bear Canyon” and it was beautiful. It’s a slot canyon with the huge canyon walls jutting up all around, casting shade.. thank the good lord! The creek running down the middle was low enough that our feet never got wet. Before we knew it, it was spitting us out at the Gila River and the trail for the low route along the river itself. 

We spotting some flat spots to eat our lunch and hide in the shade. My feet were SORE already from carrying so much food, eating lunch meant getting to lighten the load. However, when we finished and I picked my pack up to get ready to go, I pulled a muscle in my back that immediately brought tears to my eyes. I had my pack on my back, afraid to move or breathe for fear of that pain shooting through my back again. 

After a couple minutes of feeling paralyzed, I decided to start walking, as there’s really not anything else to do. If I needed help of some sort, I’d still have to hike out of this canyon. So, I followed behind Pebbles, my back throbbing and snagging with every breath. The views were so stunning, but I couldn’t truly enjoy it with my pain and fear constantly rearing its head. 

We must have crossed back and forth over the river more than 60 times! It was different from yesterday though-these views were dramatic. Yesterday was beautiful and serene, these were out of this world! The canyon walls looked to be a thousand feet high, and we’re passing practically right on it. They rose up out of the water like magic. There were still meadows and forests and lush greenery, but it felt much more condensed-less wide open space, if that makes sense. 

As the afternoon wore on, my back pain and my feet pain were competing. I was so physically exhausted, I started to stumble more. I even took a tumble into the water, for my first fall on trail. Hey-I made it 17 days without falling-that’s gotta be some kind of record!

 We were hiking towards a specific area to camp, and nothing was looking too great on the way there. The trail was a mess, and the river crossings only seemed to get more difficult in my exhaustion and pain. At some point, very close to where we thought we were headed to camp, I spot a trail of switchbacks heading up and away from the river. There was a small forest of trees on this high outlook, and I decided that was going to be it for me.

Pebbles and I toted our water up the switchbacks, and only after getting up there and deciding where to camp did we realize that this isn’t the place we were aiming for. Whatever. I was committed. Pebbles recommended we cowboy camp again, and honestly, it’s perfect, because I don’t think I could bend to put up my tent. My back is hurting THAT BAD. I’m pretty concerned. 

So, we’re lying here, under a perfect night sky. I’ve already seen 2 shooting stars and maybe a StarLink satellite. It’s so astounding how truly gorgeous nature is. I know I’m hurting, but I still feel so lucky to be able to witness everything I’ve gotten to see today. These stars. The cliff dwellings, the sheer size of these canyon walls. The river. Just. Wow. 

Anyway. Prayers for an ok back in the morning. Time to let these ibuprofen kick in and get some sleep, if I can! Goodnight yall.