Day 90: Mahoosuc Notch & Arm

Start: Full Goose Shelter (AT mi 1916.2). Stop: Bethel, Maine (AT mi 1925.9). Today’s miles: 9.7 miles. Total AT mileage: 901.2 miles


I got up at 5:30 and started packing. I was suddenly so anxious that I’d get stuck or hurt at Mahoosuc Notch and no one would be around to help me. I can’t say I was dreaming about that, but I did wake up in a hurry with only that thought on my mind.


I left at 6:15, while others were just starting to stir. The mile and a half to get to the notch was far from smooth on its own.. lots of ladders and rock obstacles, but knowing whatever I pass would be nothing compared to the famous “notch” everyone talks and warns about I kept going. They say to expect to take 2 hours or more to go through the mile of rock boulders.


I made it to the notch at 7:30. No one had caught up to me yet, so I decided I’d go slow and cautious, and if I found myself in a pickle, id just wait it out until someone else came along to help. I packed away my phone and my trekking poles, and kept my rain cover on my pack to protect anything from sliding out into the abyss while slinking through what awaited me.


The way the rocks were all stacked and toppled onto each other reminded me of a car junkyard.. the ones where the wrecked cars are all piled on top of each other.. while some cars you easily climb up and over, others you crawl through the windows and scootch through the insides to come out the other side. It was a lot of arm work to make it anywhere, the deeper into the boulders you went, the more slick the rocks were. The tread on my shoes felt worthless.


Around 8:15 Reef caught me and I was so happy to see his face. He ended up having to help me down a couple steep sections that I couldn’t reach on my own. Picture this: I’m holding onto a tree root with all my might, both feet are on the rock ledge, knees are bent and if I stretch a leg down I’m still 2-4 feet from the bottom where Reef is standing. He’s telling me I’m ok to let go, and I just couldn’t. I was terrified. He helped me “drop” down. He also helped me through a cave section we had to crawl hands and knees through without our packs. We had to go a few feet, turn, pull your pack, then do the same.. over and over until we got out.


During the 2 hours and 15 minutes it took me to get through that section, I slipped, fell, and scraped my legs so many times I couldn’t keep count. Pulling with all my strength to get up to my knees, only to scrape them so much they bled. Fun times. Also, several people passed me, one younger guy I didn’t know helped talk me through a panicked moment when I thought I was about to fall into a dark hole.. he helped me turn back and attempt a different way, then held my hand until I crossed the hole to him.


Sometimes (ok, almost always-except to when it comes to peeing, and maybe the benefit of longer legs), I’m very grateful to be a woman. I know men would help other men, too, in a situation like that, but would they really stop to look at another man to see if they were actually ok and stay and hold their hand when they’re terrified crossing something sketchy? I’m going to guess not. The terrified man would probably be too proud to admit it to begin with-but there was no hiding my panic in that moment.


Anyway. I made it through and started to look for the stream promised to be ahead before starting the Mahoosuc Arm, the 1500 ft elevation gain in just a mile.. aka: straight UP. I got my water, chugged a bunch and ate a snack, limbs all still shaky with exhaustion from the last 2+ hours of hellish work. And then I started making my way up.


People either seem to love either the notch or the arm. Never both. I hated the notch, I could picture myself being seriously injured so many times.. but the arm? The arm was awesome. It was also all hand over hand climbing-but because it only went up-you could literally see your progress! The notch you could never tell when it was almost over- it just kept going and going and going.. the arm, turn and look down-yep.. I’m moving along nicely. There were roots and rocks everywhere making it mostly easy to guess at the best place for footing to safely move forward. Sure, if you chose wrong and fell, that would be disastrous, but that never came close to being an issue for me.


When I made it to the top, I ate my lunch and marveled at the view. I had accomplished two of the most difficult parts of this section already, and only had Old Speck Mountain to go before I was happily in a hotel bed. Hell. Yes.


I had to hike down to Speck Pond before hiking up Old Speck Mountain. Descents are easily my least favorite thing.. they make my knees hurt and they are slippery, usually the culprit to the majority of my falls. I got to the top just before 2pm and called the hotel to let them know. They offer a free shuttle from the bottom of the mountain to the hotel, but no one has service at the bottom.. If you forget to call at the top, they don’t know when to come get you, and the trailhead is pretty remote.


They picked me up from the bottom at 4:30, along with a SOBO hiker and then they also shuttled Reef and another hiker to town, too. The owners of the hotel were absolutely incredible. Mark took us to the motel first, let us shower and clean up, THEN let us check in.. lol


After paperwork was done he took me and the other hiker staying to get dinner and for me to resupply at the grocery store. I got back to the room and still had to do laundry and repack all my stuff. I was so beat, but I got it all done. I talked to my mom a while and then the second the dryer was done and my clothes were back in my room, I was in bed and ready to pass out. Hiker midnight comes so fast!


Anyway. What a crazy good, accomplished day. My whole body aches.. arms, shoulders, hands, knees, ankles, feet. This comfortable bed is just what I needed. I really wish I had more time and could zero tomorrow, but I’m on a mission to make it to Katahdin. Ahhhh. Well, Goodnight y’all.

Day 89: Full Goose Shelter

Start: Gentian Pond Shelter (AT mi 1906.6). Stop: Full Goose Shelter (AT mi 1916.2). Today’s miles: 9.6 miles. Total AT mileage: 891.5 miles. States Completed: Maryland, Pennsylvania, New Jersey, New York, Connecticut, Massachusetts, Vermont, New Hampshire


Before dark, 4 more people showed up and we all managed to fit in the shelter. I slept pretty decent, considering-and all the people nearby kept me warm, too. The only issue: everyone got up early. Dear Lord did they all get up super early.


I gave up sleeping by 6:15 and started getting ready myself. The SOBO guys got up by 5am but didn’t leave until 7, which was really annoying since they stayed in the shelter that whole time. I was on trail by 7:15 and it officially had morphed back into the obstacle courses New Hampshire had been giving me.


It rained overnight and this morning, but had stopped when I got started. However, that didn’t stop me from getting soaked. The trail was muddy, boggy, and sloshy all day. The climbs were steep but short, thankfully-there were quite a few of them though. The downhills scared me a bit once I crossed the border into Maine. The rock slabs were soaked and my tread on my shoes were simply no match. I literally slipped on my butt all the way down a rock face at one point, and just remember thinking, “soft impact, soft impact!” Praying I wouldn’t break a leg when I hit the bottom. Luckily, all I have are some scrapes on my butt and back of my thighs.


Even with the terrain being crazy again, the idea that I crossed off another state and passed into Maine kept my spirits high. Instead of the angry, “are you kidding me?!” it was more of a, “ok trail, let’s do this.” It was definitely difficult though. Without a doubt. I fell several times, more of slips and slides, but a fall all the same.


I ate lunch right at the border sign with some NOBOs that stayed at the shelter last night.. Scout, Steak, and Aloha. They have another friend, Proton that already passed us by this point. They finished lunch before me, and I didn’t see them again until I made it to the shelter. To my happiness, when I did get to the shelter they all made room for me to fit in, too. With me, it’s now completely full. There’s the 4 of them, Kowalski, another NOBO from last night, Reef (a NOBO I met back in Vermont), and 2 SOBOs.


We’ve all had dinner and we sat around “helping” Proton with a crossword (they helped, I didn’t-damn those things are difficult). Now we’re all winding down and getting ready for bed. We have a plan to all hike out together in the morning to help each other get over Mahoosuc Notch-the crazy rock boulder field. I’m grateful to know I won’t have to go at that alone. I may get up earlier to get to it before everyone so I’m not accidentally left behind.. I still feel like such a slow hiker. Especially with all these folks having 2000 miles under their belts.


Once I finish tomorrow’s 9.7 miles, I’ll get shuttled into town and have a hotel for the night. That alone already has me excited to be through the tough stuff the trail will toss me in tomorrow. Wish me luck!


Goodnight 🙂

Day 88: Gentian Pond Shelter

Start: Rattle River Hostel (AT mi 1895). Stop: Gentian Pond Shelter (AT mi 1906.6). Today’s miles: 11.6 miles. Total AT mileage: 881.9 miles


I got super hot in that upper bunk, but I made the best of it-ignored the snorers and early risers, and slept in until 6:45. Every single person in that bunk room had an alarm that went off between 5am and 6:30am. None of them were quiet like my nice little watch vibrating alarm..


I went downstairs and got some breakfast prepared by one of the hostel employees. She made monkeybread that was damn good. Plus I had some hash browns and fresh watermelon and blueberries. I could have had the all you can eat pancakes, but honestly I was too lazy to make them.. haha! I spotted a scale after I ate my big breakfast, but got on it anyway.. I’m down 30 pounds! And that’s with a full stomach! Whoa, thanks trail gods! It’s nice to see some reflection of the hard work I’ve been putting in.


I packed up my gear and was sitting outside updating the blog. Once I got it all up and posted, I started putting my shoes on. That was when a man walked outside from the hostel and did a little double take. I didn’t recognize him, but he seemed to recognize me.. come to find out, it was Flicker, a hiker that started following my blog through a series of friend’s of friends.. small world! We had been hoping we’d cross paths, originally thinking I’d be ahead, but then realizing I was behind after my 8 zeros.. and yet-here we are. Same place, same time!


I got a quick hug in and he ran back inside, I thought he was coming to the same shelter I was hiking to, so I went ahead and started walking. It was already a little after 8am and the terrain in the Whites was so awful that I assumed it would continue today, too, even though I technically completed all of the Whites when I got to the hostel yesterday. The unknown was making me anxious, and I really didn’t want to be getting to a full shelter after 7pm when it was supposed to be raining all night. Been there, done that-hated it.


So, I started the road walk from the hostel, expecting Flicker to catch me. I got a text saying he had already done this part, so I was sad I headed out so fast and missed chatting with him. The road walk crossed a bridge with a beautiful river to the right and a dam to the left. Then the trail turned to a dirt road for a bit before turning into the woods.


I listened to some music for awhile, then switched to an audiobook. Today’s choice: “The Invisible Life of Addie Larue.” It was recommended to me by Cholula at the start of the trail, but my Libby app just made it available. For the record, it’s been incredible. Well, the book and the app, too.


The trail into the woods was beautiful. Wooded with pine needles padding the ground making it soft and spongy. I had a feeling it wouldn’t last, every curve had me looking for my obstacle course. To my much needed surprise, it maintained its calm terrain almost all day! There were climbs, there were descents, there were muddy bogs-but none of it felt like the mountaineering of the Whites. I was utterly shocked all day that my good fortune was lasting so long! Even when it started sprinkling in the afternoon, my mood stayed grateful and happy.


I got to a false summit after 11am and decided to go ahead and eat my lunch. I packed out my pizza (and ranch) I didn’t finish last night and had been thinking about it for at least an hour by this point. It was so peaceful sitting up on a rocky wannabe summit, staring off into the distance of beautiful mountains, with not a soul around to disturb it or me. I must have sat there for close to an hour. My breaks in the Whites were never longer than 30 minutes tops-and that was rare to even be that long-since I knew the terrain was going to take me all day to get anywhere anyway.


I got some water and sat a bit sometime mid afternoon, just listening to my book and watching the creek water flow. The relaxing parts of today has made it absolutely wonderful again. I’ve missed this. Being able to have the time to soak in my surroundings without feeling panicked and rushed.


I made it to the shelter just before 5pm. There was the NOBO hiker that had been leapfrogging me all day, plus 3 SOBO hikers, someone asleep in the shelter already so I have no idea who they are or which direction they’re headed, and a sweet man from Georgia out doing a section hike. He and I talked about me joining the Appalachian Trail Club for GA when I get finished, which sounds pretty interesting. He told me all about the great work they do while we sat around and eventually made dinner. Then, a NOBO flip flop couple I had also been leapfroging with today got to the shelter, too.


Now, it’s almost 7pm, and everyone is a little irritated it’s not pouring down rain like the forecast promised. It sounds funny to be mad about that, but there’s 8 of us in a shelter that would all have preferred to set up tents. Some had even planned to hike further, but the terror that is packing a wet tent was too real a threat and we all, in one way or another, decided to play it safe tonight.


I think I’m going to pop in my ear plugs and see if sleep will come early for me. Mainly because there is already someone snoring and it’s getting cold. There’s really nothing else to do but either sleep or stare around at each other since some are already asleep. Tomorrow I have less than 10 miles to get to the next planned shelter, and the best part is that I’ll be crossing the border into Maine! WAHOO!


I pray the terrain is much like today, because the day after tomorrow will be a difficult one.. it will be less than 10 miles to town, but it’s going to probably take me all day to do. It’s a big boulder field that requires climbing over, under, and through huge rocks-known to drop even the fastest people’s paces down to half a mile an hour. Hahaha I can’t even begin to imagine how slow that means it’ll be for me. Only one way to find out.. and thankfully I don’t have to find out tomorrow! Lol


Sweet dreams, y’all!